I claim in the article called Schizophrenia Through History that my thought process, which is a result of my unconscious models, as a schizophrenic indirectly effects the world. The effect is unintentional and seems to be the result of who I am and not any particulur thought. It seems like I matured into something unique at between 18-20 years of age. This means I had aquired morality. My view of the world has since than basically remained the same, just more nuanced and complex. This means that around 1981 my thought process had stabilized and from than on it has only been a question of maturing. My view of the world is optimistic. Morality on a social scale is called democracy. You can not beat democracy when it comes to making decisions. Yes, occasionally individuals like John F. Kennedy that are better than the rest of us comes by, but that's just pure chance. A society needs a system that works with or without people like J. F. K., which happens to be democracy. A society that has a functioning democracy becomes what the majority wants. It's not for me or any other individual to judge a society that is based on democracy. Finally, I embrace diversity. I love that we look and think differently. It makes the world interesting.
The development of Solidarity in Poland and the following democratization is in line with my emerging personality at that time. Gorbachev came to power in Soviet Union. We got glasnost' and perestroika, which lead to the downfall of communism and the disintegration of Soviet Union. Yugoslavia also disintegrated about the same time. In 1997 I was involuntarily given psychiatric care. In 2003 the haze caused by the anti-psychotic drugs dissapeared about the time of the democratization of Georgia. At this point of time I continued to develop my theory for human nature to explain why all this shit was happening to me. Democratization continued in the world with Ukraine and Lebanon. During my work with human nature I've come to the conclusion that evolution of western societies are held back because of a lack of morality. If society accepts my article in psychology than I would have no further interest in society. With the knowledge presented in that article society will be capable of evolving. The decisions made in a democratic way always outperforms the indiviual, even J. F. K. This is my way of saying that I've no interest in having any influence in society beyond what is in the article. I'm not here to judge anyone. I'm missing that instinct.
I'm designed to keep going and going, just like the energizer bunny. You got to pull the battery to stop me. I'm designed in a way that makes it impossible for any individual or group to use me for their purposes. Unless I'm stopped, preferably with a 9mm bullet, democratization of the world will continue, because mentally I've reached a point where I can no longer evolve or regress. Schizophrenia is just Nature's way of manipulating society. The medical profession believe they understand something about schizophrenia, while the truth is they are just being used. Myself, I have no idea why I have any effect at all on society. All I've come to understand is that Nature keeps an eye on me. All I need to do is to be myself, which means to always do my best. I never ask for help, because I firmly believe that if I'm meant to go down than begging for help want do me any good. What is more humiliating than to beg for your life when it's your turn to go down. Shut up and take it as a man. I have to admit, I do get help without asking for it.