In the beginning of the 20th century the personality of the schizophrenic was broken down using various methods of torture that caused anxiety. It was probably this that caused God to give mankind WW I. Between WW I and WW II insulin coma was invented and also lobotomy. Insulin coma was dominant and it causes brain cells to die, causing the personality to change. Insulin coma was probably the reason God gave the world Hitler and WW II. In the mid 1950th anti-psychotic medication was developed. These have the effect of weakening the personality and making it more pliable and if one creates a little anxiety the personality is slowly broken down. Notice that insulin coma was not given up as a treatment (torture) until the Cuba missile crisis in october 1962. The effect of that the schizophrenics personality is destroyed is that there is scientific and technological progress. In the case the schizophrenic's personality remains intact it is spread through out society. Schizophrenia is structural violence institutionalized in the form of psychiatry and is to its essence evolution accelerated.
Based on what I have said one can conclude that schizophrenia is a test of how strong the schizophrenic's personality is. The difference between a normal person and a schizophrenic is that the schizophrenic lacks an instinct (see An Excursion in Modern Psychology).
A small part of schizophrenics born are marked as important. This mark is that the foreskin is grown together with the glans penis. I have this marking and based on that I have concluded we are important.
Schizophrenia nowadays constitute for those who reach an age between 30-40 years before they get committed the first time of what God calls the ladder. Possibly people who have been committed earlier might be able to enter the ladder if they have manage to retain their personality long enough. This so called ladder is a test of the personality developed by the medical profession. God has accepted to execute the test against some concessions, such as the schizophrenic must fall in love with a woman and he must have his own living quarters. Initially I concluded that psychiatrists must have developed technology that made it possible for them to torture schizophrenics without their knowledge. That was initially the only explanation that could be true based on the knowledge I as an engineer has about reality. For some reason I started reading in the Old Testament and there I found out something very interesting. It turns out that God and the Devil are real chums. The relation is characterized by that the Devil say that humans are only fawners and as soon things turn against them they stop believing in God. God finds this interesting and asks the Devil what tests he should subject his servants to. The Devil does not hesitate in suggesting the most horrible tests in order to prove he is right. Who is right does not interest God, since he knows the outcome is that people become better. When I read this I understood that it was God torturing me according to the medical profession's direction. People with infantil personality are the Devil.
I shall briefly describe the test. It begins with that the schizophrenic has to fall in love, this was in 1997. After that psychiatrist that work in secrete cells in society persecutes him in order to make him go to a doctor and be committed. In my case this did not work instead I flew back to Sweden (at this stage of the ladder I was living and working in USA), back home my parents called a doctor, who determined I needed psychiatric evaluation. After I was committed to psychiatric care I admitted to having had suicidal thoughts two weeks ago. I explained that I had been persecuted by people with psychological knowledge and I was declared schizophrenic and put on anti-psychotics. You do not get out until you admit that your explanation was wrong (I thought I was being followed by psychologists). When you get released 5 month later it is time to start working again. 5 months into the new work people begin to act as ass-holes (persecute) and the paranoia starts again. Time to be committed again. The first week you do not get any medication, one is under observation. I was feeling great despite the paranoia. It was like I was under the influence of narcotic drugs, marijuana was my guess since I had a craving for candy which is a sign of marijuana. The first week in the hospital I was high, and as we got further into the week I got higher and higher. This was also a test by God. After this session at the hospital one is told that one is going to need to eat anti-psychotic medication for the rest of one's life. After looking for work for two years I finally started studying computer science in 2002 and 1.5 years into the studies I began to slowly reduce my medication. During the following two years, while I endured different tests (torture) there was a democratization going on in old soviet states. The first test one run into is called psychic driving, which is a method developed by medical doctors to destroy the personality. This was followed by 4-6 similar methods (hypnotically induced anxieties) designed to destroy the personality during the next 1.5-2 years. Another test I was subjected to was ECT over a period of months. The ECT that God administers does not give one convulsions, there is not high enough voltage. The ECT is by many schizophrenics' experienced as if aliens are probing your brain with some kind of radiation or CIA doing mind control. Another test I was subjected to was where nervendings in my feet got activated and it felt like there was electricity running through my feet. This is actually a quit nasty test since one has to remember that one only sleeps 4 hours per night and during the day one tries to rest, but that is very hard when your feet are being electrified. One week when I was watching TV all the programs seemed nonsensical and when I watched a James Bond movie I thought they hired a look alike for Sean Connory and made it nonsensical just to drive me mad. All these tests were accompanied with a feeling of paranoia. There was a lot more tests but I have forgotten about most of them. I believe these tests were developed in a secrete CIA projekt called MKUltra. I experienced these tests as I was in hell. I was terrified and could not believe such evilness existed, that one could do this to a fellow human. However, medical doctors lack a conscience and the ability for empathy. The tests were psychological to their nature and meant to destroy the personality. This meant that one got a deeper understanding of psychology and the functioning of the brain. As a result of this understanding I started to write down everything I understood about psychology and 2004-12-14 I published on this web site an article (95%) called "An Excursion in Modern Psychology". Within two weeks, 2004-12-26, occurred the tsunami that killed 250,000 people. These 250,000 people have I interpreted as God's way of verifying the correctness of the published article. The article was judged to be complete when it was complemented with the explanation of morality and of medical doctors personality (infantile personality). The frightening part of the ladder seemed to be over after these tests were done. God finished off by giving me constant feelings of hunger, no matter how much I ate I felt hungry. After two weeks feeling hungry I decided to break car windows. I took a hammer out of a kitchen drawer and went out and broke the windows of 23 cars. I was fully aware that this would make me eligible for forensic psychiatry. Actually I wanted to experience forensic psychiatry to find out what the medical doctors would do to you. Forensic psychiatry is probably just another step in the ladder, which is only a form of bullying where the biggest asshole is made responsible for distributing the different cleaning areas on the ward. It is all about learning to kiss ass. To mark these events we had the storm Katrina that hit New Orleans 2005-08-29.
After one year of forensic psychiatry I was released, but I was still forced to take injections of anti-psychotics. Two years later I was no longer forced to take injections and 2009-10-19 I switched to pills. This was the turning point of the ladder and was marked by the earth quake on Haiti 2010-01-12 where 210 000 people died. 2010-12-20 I lowered the dosage of anti-psychotic and during 2011 I took a university coarse named "Consciousness and the brain". During these studies I realized I could improve on my article, so I wrote a separate article named "Consciousness from a Developmental Standpoint". I sent in this article for publication in a philosophical journal two weeks before the tsunami in Japan 2011-03-11, that took 25,000 people's lives. Just as earlier I interpreted this as God's verification of the correctness of the article. Later I have incorporated this article with "An Excursion in Modern Psychology". All in all this article is valued to around 300,000 lives. During my continued decrease of medication did God not give me any further tests. Finally I discontinued my medication, than a hypnotic string of words appeared in the unconscious that tried to incorporate itself into my conscious thoughts, but it is fairly easy to neutralize such a string. We are now in the present (2011) and the last thing to happen was that God fooled me into locking myself into the bathroom, believing there was one or two psychopaths waiting outside the bathroom all night long. I was once again put on compulsory injections. Luckily God did so the medication did not have any effect besides tremors. 2012-08-29 the storm Isaac hit New Orleans. On the very same day I was supposed to get an injection with antipsychotic. However as I was laying on my stomach waiting for the needle stick in my butt I felt like a light rain was falling on my naked butt. It was the nurse who ejected the antipsychotic out of the syringe and in doing so was spraying my butt. When she stuck me with the syringe I could not feel any solution beeing injected into my butt. That is why I concluded she emptied the syringe before sticking me. The big question is what remains of the ladder? Time? Or is the last piece of the puzzle the choice I was faced with where I choose Japan to go under? Is Japan the price God charges the medical profession for using my services as a schizophrenic or to keep them playing according to the rules of the game?
All of this reminds me of famous psychiatrist R.D. Laing's words "If the human race survives, future men will, I suspect, look back on our enlightened epoch as a veritable Age of Darkness... They will see that what was considered 'schizophrenic' was one of the forms in which, often through quite ordinary people, the light began to break into our all-too-closed minds."
Let me also quote the winner of 1952 Nobel Peace Prize, Albert Schweitzer from his book The Philosophy of Civilization: Will the man of to-day have strength to carry out what the spirit demands from him, and what the age would like to make impossible? In the over-organized societies which in a hundred ways have him in their power, he must somehow become once more an independent personality and so exert influence back upon them. They will use every means to keep him in that condition of impersonality which suits them. They fear personality because the spirit and the truth, which they would like to muzzle, find in it a means of expressing themselves. And their power is, unfortunately, as great as their fear. This quote clearly acknowledge that the medical profession fear that I will exert influence on them through the gift I have by being a schizophrenic with a strong personality.
Finally I would like to say that Buddha and Jesus were schizophrenic in the same sense as me, and just as their religions spread over the world, so will morality spread in modern society because I have morality. Since a while back we have the Arabic spring that depends on the effect I have on society. Another effect is Occupy Wall Street and all its sister organisations all over the world and countless other expressions in society.